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Last Saturday, I went to Kuala Terengganu alone.. ALONE!!
Initially, I looked for a single seated buses, but it seemed that they departured earlier, so not to trouble sesape yg sudi fetch me pagi2 (Melaka - KT will take bout 8 hours. Bus lain kul 8, so kul 4 pagi sampai, kesian org2 tertentu nak kene bgn awal2 lak. Takpon, saya yang mengangis sorang2 kat stesen bas) sbab hanya satu bas je yg depart kul 10, so I took that bus even double seated, hopefully, nothing happen.

Masa bus tu bertolak, saya duduk sorang2 ja kat double seat tu, syoknya conquer dua2 seat. Alhamdulillah, selamatla perjalanan ini. Saya pon terus tertido. Sedar2 ade seorang lelaki duduk seblah saya. Lelaki tu tido ja, okla kot. Tiba2, luasnya die mengangkang, terkena kaki saya. Tangan die pulak, amboi banyak cantik ingat dia sorang ade tangan. Alamak2, ape nak buat ni? Dahla saya tgh mengantuk, tak larat nak layan die. Saya terpaksa mengecikkan badan, rapat ke dinding.

Die cam mengigau je, tangan die cam bergerak2. Nak kene die ni. Last2 saya amek bag letak kat tgh2, sambit tangan saya meraba2 gunting yang saya bawak dalam henbag. Siapla die, buat ape2 nanti, aku tikam apa2 yang patut. Kemudian, saya jatuh tido kembali. Sedar2 balik, die dah takde. Saya pon kembali tido ngan mengonker dua2 seat.

Pasni, kalau sorang2 sy akan amek single seat walaupun terpaksa menyeksa certain people.. hehe

Kearah menjadi doktor yang baik: 1. Responsibility

8.50 am
Kauthar : Fyd...!!!! Cepat! Xm kul 9 la (Yesterday, it's at 9.30am)
Saya : Ala, my name kan last, nanti kena tunggu jugak

9.10am
Mandi
Figure out contact lense. Saat2 camni la die nak buat hal pulak. Masuk terbalik la, ape la. Walaupun mase tu mata still pedih, belasah jelah. Spek dah terbelah dua, tercabut skru masa raya hari tu, nak tanak kene la pakai contact lense jugak..
Masa tu jugakla, my schoolmate called. Kenala layan die sekejap (not to blame)

9.35am
Bergerak gi dewan exam
Janganla takut. Walaupun exam kul 9, tapi end posting ni, cikgu wat viva. So, since my name is the last on the list, the probability that I'll get in earlier is very less. So, rilex jelah jalan.

9.40++am
Sebaik sahaja saya melangkah masuk ke bilik menunggu tu, kawan2 saya buat muka lega.
OliveLee : Why u're late. Saya angkat bahu, tatau nak jawab ape. Purposely delay.
"They marked U absent dy!"
Bagai halilintar membelah bumi. Alamak, mati aku. Buleh amek xm ke tak nih? Saya buat muka selamba, takkan lecturer tak bagi xm kot, dah sampai nih. Kalau tak bleh camne? Takkan posting ni nak fail camtu je? Better save tuk yang lebih layak (na'uzubillah)

Tiba2 kakak yang jaga xm tu datang.
Kakak : Awak baru sampai? Dr J***** da mark kamu absent. Lepas ni jumpa dia la, depend
on him la nak conduct xm tak. Kalau mood die baik, okla kot...
Saya : Sekarang mood die baik tak?
Kakak angkat bahu.

10.30am
2 couples habih xm. Lecturers 2 orang tuh lak, gi tea break jap. Malu saya nak tgk muka diorang. Mati aku2, buleh xm ke tak ni? Sambil hati saya memarahi diri sendiri kerana datang lambat.
Nak study lagi ke tanak ni? Kalau takleh xm, baik buat report yang tak siap2 lagi ni. Tak study kang, die suh masuk lak. Mase tu, study pon tak masok pale da sebenarnya. Bace pon tatau ape2 da. Dalam hati saya berdoa semoga Allah lembutkan hati Dr J*****.
Tidak lame kemudian 2 couples lagi masuk. Tinggalla saya ngan Su Yin kat luar yang sama2 datang lambat (Nama Su Yin kat atas nama saya dalam list)

11.40am
Dr J***** klua.
Dr : Ladies, give one good reason why u're late
Su Yin kata die sakit perut, lambat sebab cari ubat. Apa saya nak cakap nih? Sakit jugak ke? Tidak, Tidak!! Sakit betul baru tahu

Akhirnya, "I was told that xm started at 9.30..."
Tak abih cakap da kene potong...saya translatekan jelah eh, die cakap dalam english sebenarnya.

"U have to practise to come early. If the xm is at 9.30, U have to reach here 10mins before or even earlier. Kalau nanti da jadi doktor, consultant nak datang round kul 8, kul 7 u da kene ade kat hospital, cek2 patient, take notes mane patut. Bukannya kul 8 tu baru nak datang. Plz be responsible. Kalau tak bleh datang awal, sakit ke ape ke, informla kat kawan2, they all boleh cakap kat consultant tu. Nanti takde orang nak tunggu kamu, saya lagi suka kalau kamu x dtg tadi, takyah xm, boleh balik awal. Saya tak rugi ape2"

Moral : Silala tepati masa, atau be earlier. Kalau terer, hafal satu buku takpela. Nih, dahla gi lambat, jawab soalan pon merepek sampai ke US

(Sebenarnye saya nak cerita pengalaman masa xm tu, tapi takyah la memalukan diri sendiri, yang lucu Dr P****** nak terjun bangunan sebab dengar jawapan saya, huhu)

Mada mada dane

Bukan sorang dua, ramai jugakla kawan2 yang mengontek saya untuk menceritakan masalah kesihatan yang mereka hadapi dengan harapan saya dapat mendiagnosis. Tak kurang juga yang mengharapkan saya untuk menyelesaikan masalah mereka, kalau saya tak berjaya, ada la yang kata "Kata budak medic, takkan tu pon tak tau"

Masanya belum tiba. Saya ni hanya seorang 4th year medical student. Jauh lagi perjalanan saya, banyak lagi nak kene explore. Janganlah expect saya nak bg jawapan cam dr pakar. Kalau anda nak tahu, penyakit nih bukannya sesuatu yang baca buku. Apa yang dalam buku, hanyalah kebiasaan yang berlaku pada penyakit itu, x semestinya penyakit anda akan mengikut jalan yang sama

Saya bukan memberi alasan. Kalau anda bertanya saya, setakat itulah ilmu saya. Kalau tak puas hati, tanya la doktor sendiri. Usually, doktor kena jumpa patient face to face, tanya history dan examine dengan mata dan tangannya sendiri, baru buleh buat diagnosis (mungkin ada doktor yang terer, diagnose thru phone sahaja diulangi doktor yang terer)

Kalau anda masih nak tanya saya jugak, tunggulah sampai saya become a practitioner doctor. Orang kata practice make perfect......

PLZ PRAY FOR MY SUCCESS

Bukan kami yang buat tau.....

Lihat gelang di tangan mereka.

Aidiladha’s boy

Sejak Aidiladha yang lalu, saya tak update blog dah. Biasela, rumah saya kan kat hujung tanjung. Connection internetnya very2 slow. Lagipon sebok ngan lembu2..

Ada peristiwa menggemparkan dan a miracle occurred to our family during this Aidil adha. Fahry is just 28 weeks intrauterinely, tp mungkin sebab die nak sambut raya haji jugak or jeles ngan abang die yang lahir mase aidil fitri lepas, maka Fahry pon terlahirla.. (ayat ke supik ni?) Memang saya pon tak sangka, pagi Jumaat tu, I received an sms from my sista, said she is in hospital, she had bleeding, katanya. I thought takde papela, biase la tu, bleeding mase mengandung, tapi ni bukan abortion, sebab da 28^th week. Petang tu, she sms lagi, said cervix die da 3cm. She maybe deliver today. Terkanyak la saya. Biar betul. At about 7pm, mase tu saya baru sampai kat Shah Alam ( nak balik raya la ni, tgh drive lak tu) one more sms came, said she delivered a boy. Alhamdulillah, baby boy ok. Cume kene masok incubator la sebab premature, and it was vaginal delivery. Kelahiran Fahry sangat istimewa dan Fahry sendiri pon memang istimewa. Kenapa la Fahry nak lahir kat Miri? Lahirla kat KL ke, klate ke, senang mok ngoh nak gi tgk. Ni, bile la mase nye nak pegi? Fahry.. Fahry

Dapatkan update kisah Fahry di www.mysuperchild.blogspot.com

Really, no tension!

Time to comment.....

"Today's presentation is nice. The first speaker done a good job.
Sometimes it happened that we may get nervous, but full marks for the first speaker's efforts"

Guess what? The first speaker is me

This post is after the previous post. I was quite tense that time, remember? And yet, I have to present. Lec pulak yang very semua benda pon die pandang, even u do simple mistakes, die tegur. Actually, it's good, but u know, ppl like me, like doing mistakes, hope no one notice. :p
I've been working on my slides about a week (my slides???) Actually, it belongs to the seniors, but I alter it my way. So, it's become mine la.There's some mistakes that person made but I left unnoticed.
On the rostrum, I became speechless, whatever I practised just don't come to my memory. Whatever on the slides, I read. I was stuck at one slide that I really don't know about, I feel it's important, so I didn't delete. There are few things that I don't know, and wrong in interpreting the pictures ( Main amek je gambar kat internet, pastuh tatau ape2)
I felt so stupid dok kat situ, tp buat bodo jelah, just read the slides la. I can imagine dy what's he gonna say about my presentation.
Then, it's time to comment. Eh, unexpected comments.
What can I say, alhamdulillah, hebat kerja Allah. Memang kita tak duga. I knew I was doing very bad, but yet I got compliments.
It motivates me, to be a good speaker next time, insya4JJI.... :))))<<

Easy, no Tension

This is the 3rd week I'm in ENT posting, almost finish the 3rd week. Wonder what my title is all about? ENT= easy, no tension posting. hahaha. Memang, not that easy, tp of course, no tension la.. Kelas kul 9.30am, b4 12 da balik. But, something happened today in the OT. Quite an interesting operation. The operation started at 10am, so at 11.30am haven't finish. I felt hungry that time, and since I came with Kauthar and she wanna wait for me (We're in the same posting, but it's my turn to go to OT, so she has case presentation with the rest. The case presentation obiviously will finish b4 12) I feel a bit uncomfortable when it's near 12. I feel like staying to the end.
Suddenly, ade la sorang budak tu, tell me she wanna go back now, so she asked me to tell the surgeon that we wanna leace. So, I asked the surgeon, "Dr, lambat lagi ke?" ( Mase tu, they all da jahit, bajet2 la sendiri, da nak abis la tu kot)
Then, he answered,"Nak balik ke? Nak balik, balikla.."
Then, sorang dr lg sambung, "Kalau U rase U dok sini, tak blaja ape2, balikla bilik bace buku.."
I donno why, maybe if I'm the doctor I would answer the same thing, but I feel offended.
Yang saya paling geram lagi, actually kami have to get the surgeon sign in our logbook, since kami balik b4 procedure habis, tak sempat la nak mintak. After the dr kate camtu, saya da blah awal2, pastu bila orang tu klua, boleh lak tanya saya, "Bila kita nak mintak sign ni? Esok boleh kan?"
Tadi nak balik sangat....!!!
Sakitnya hatiku, sampai tertingal log book kat bilik persalinan. I hope u're safe there. Gonna get ya tomolo.