Destiny

Mase exam hari tu, my short case was i think takdela teruk sgt for an average student, except I think my voice was too soft. Yelah, cikgu dok belakang, setiap kali nak ckp kene pusing, dahla tgh examine patient, susahla cantu.....  (short case ialah anda diberi mase 10 minutes to examine patient then diagnose. Tu tak susah sgt, tp yang present tu for me susah, i kan pendiam)
Then, mase tu i felt the tension. Kalau fail exam ni pun, redha jelah sbb mase tu mmg blur, blank, nervous tu tak sgt, cume suasana die tak syokkk..

Okla, ditakdirkan i passed the exam (alhamdulillah). Sebelum pegi, konon tunjuk student yang baik, pegilah jumpe lecs dulu b4 balik. The first lecs yang kami jumpe were sepasang suami isteri yang jadi examiner for my short case. Sampai2 je terus the wife held me kuat2 cam tanak lepas...

They were passing comments about my performance. Takyahla ckp amende eh, tp they were comparing me dengan my friend who went it before me yang dpt offer gi viva distinction yang exam before me. Kitorang mmg la satu grup dan kadang2 lecs confuse ngan muke kitorang, dekat same kate mereka, tp tuh bukan la alasan for me to become exactly like her.

Ataupun, maybe diorang sense that I am destined to be a great doctor later on, sbb tuh la suh usaha kuat... hehehehe (sambil gelak org koya). Ape pun, da pass da... holiday dulu before start tension balik..